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I am writing after a very very long time. Time seemed to be very precious, hence the lesser time i spent on blogging. While i run through each of my day, it looks more pathetic on myself. I was the one who went preaching the slogan " Do what you like only", it seems to be a paradox now. Never been so paranoid about things. Its 7 pm and 4 more hours left to sleep. I could catch up for a movie,but i already watched all of them. Guess i will go for a jog now.

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i think after a couple of years this crisis has happened, more than what all the investment bankers have witnessed in US and Europe put together. For the first time a movement to the backyard. Something shook the bee's. The queen bee is obviously upset with it.

It knows it cant blame the bee's, when it itself is such a bitch. It still wanders on the road to bite some humans. It may get one or two. But the life time of a bee is very less. In that less and short period only it covers a distance equialent to three times round the earth. But it dies and then no one cries.

 

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The sun followed him and guided him, he trusted the shadow and reached the moon.

He loved the stars and went near them. They were as red as sun, just that a bit farther than the sun. The stars burnt him. And he died.

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hahahahaha

so fucking true

NOTE: the above note is copied from sudhir@allur. Copyrights2008TM

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I jsut thought i almost got it back. But it was one more bundle of fake currencies. I cant use them, in the sense cant count on it.....

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A girl mentioned in her blog saying when a girl says " I love u". It seems she actually means it. Lolz the only question is, was it impulsive or will she show the perseverance.

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I have observed it very recently, im not any more dog's best. I knew kings used to conquor kingdoms, something similar has happened here.

 

The child was left alone on the roads, presuming he shall learn to live on his own and become an independent and responsible citizen.

 

But the biggest disgrace at this moment was, the child walked alone when he was a child....He is still walking alone, trying to fight many situations. Like, i keep saying the biggest war anyone can wage is against our own consciousness. It pricks when ur actions fuck over the mind. Yeah, they can be implied gestures also, but ultimately, they prick and they shall pursue doing so.

 

When you walk alone, many people( including your most loved ones also) try to fuck around with you. This basically happens because its a human tendency to extract happiness from other's miseries. Nevertheless, they are smart enough to display a low digged hot blodded face.

 

I will call it happiness only when i have passed through a series of disgusting and disdainful moments. I wonder, i still....how could i ever claim that i was the best for some friends of mine. I was never there for them....yup never..And i realize it today.

 

Something like when the world sleeps i am awake and when the world is awake, i sleep. So in this due course i am not exposed to the actual nuances of life. That again leads to pre-conceived notions which can turn out to be notorious and sometimes sadistic also.

 

I still act on my impulse and i still didnt watch JALSA.

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My fucking quest ends here....the pain shall no longer dwell in between my faded parts of ass. I shall never visit my loo, i shall never dedicate my drink, bt i still wish i could dedicate my drink with an open heart, with eyes open and a fucking dark smile on my shitty face. How i wish the rock could melt for one more day.

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"It happens, with every one. You need to be strong, patient and things will get standardized". Very often we hear such words from our well wishers.

It was past 12 in the night. I came back from a bar and was expecting no one to notice that i am drunk.I somehow managed to get under the bedsheet and was "ASPIRING" to sleep.I glanced at my mobile exploring the probables who are about to be infected through my SMS. In the night times, and that too after getting drunk, u send only two types of sms

1) SMS filled with love and passion

2)SMS filled with pain and anger.

The days have gone when i was allowed to send SMS filled with anger. I dont have the destination anymore for such kind of SMS. So i am left with only one option.

I checked out my frnds list. After a detailed analysis for 15 seconds, i was done with my selection procedure.I know i was in senses and i know what i was typing.Then suddenly i cancelled my SMS. Reason being very simple.The content of the SMS was expecting sympthy in return which i never wanted.

 

Then after some serious brainstorming sessions within myself, i told myself. I am alone and this night is equally alone. It can be called as a lonely night or a dark night. That was for the rest of the world. But for me it was "One More Helpless Night"

 

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Alarminlgy the solder refused to talk today . The magic is still haunting him. dISCREPENCIES overflowing everywhere. i swear...it would be a real pain in ur ass.

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It was sweet when i had a bite

It turned out to be sour when i had to bite

Promises are just next to fake, they dont endevour the hidden premises, or rather envisage ur instincts which are just temporary

 

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She is hot,gorgeous and un believingly sexy...She has taken all the students by her flamboyance.She is wearing a pink half saree and comes to me, looks at my report and say KEEP IT UP...

 

My question is...Do i really need to stress my self to keep it up

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A gemini is considered to be the person who has the knack in every field. He is found singing along with his friends.Suddenly,somethng strikes his mind and he goes silent.The reason is the silliest on the earth.But we are like that.A gemini is the most sensitive person on earth.If time demands he is the cruelest.

The courage he possess is un-explainable.yet he would be scared of lizards and ants.He says he doesnt bother about anything.Actually he spends some sleepless nights thinking about the issue.His insights are very valuable,but takes time to yield results.This can be interlinked with that of gandhian way of achieving independence.

Gemini's have more than one relationships before they get married.But they equally serious in all the relationships.The best part is its not the gemini who calls it off,but the counterpart.It makes him more easy to find out a new mate.They believe enjoyment to the core and exploring the max.

They are aware of the facts and consequences,but still they love giving it a trial.They give undue respect to bitches and morons.They give,infact forget to give desired respect to humans.They realize that the oppositie person is a piece of shit,still thinking in a philosophical way, they give a chance.

We like glamor,we like money,we like babes,we like drinks,we like joy.......but most of the times we dont like ourselves.This is the wrong turn every gemini takes in his life.He feels ignored or unwanted if he is not invited for a simple party,though its done only in an accident and nt wantedly.He feels he is worth none,if he is dumped by a girl, though he knows that many girls are awaiting for this to happen.

He is a conqueror of times.Hero of sagas and at the same time looser of thoughts.

He gives up easily,because he knows the loss of giving it up is nullified.When he doesnt want to give up and sticks harder to it,the other party is already given up.The point i wanna prove is we are not given chance to prove ourselves.

Whatever it is i strongly feel geminis are the best....Wishing the blog readers a very happy new year.

bye

with regards,

rAm

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Although the middle class has gained from recent positive economic developments, India still suffers from substantial poverty. The Planning Commission, which is the nodal official agency for poverty estimation, has estimated that 27.5% of the population was living below the poverty line. Do we really see a point in blaming the BRITISHERS that they exploited us in all possible ways and left nothing with us? Today starting from JAPAN to SINGAPORE umpty examples cn be given to prove it wrong.Its very unfortunate that we are the best in so many feilds yet we are preferring the dollar race.Take the example of cricket.Sachin,Dada and rahul and many more have the best records in the world.Where does thier proficiency vanish when they play it on ground.We are taught only to aspire for something.Nobody suggested ways "what after attaining goals?" I still feel shy to claim myself as an electrical engineer.U know why? because i dont know to fix a fuse? I dont know what are the components of a power system.Do i need to blam myself? or do i need to apprecite the fact that,my graduation college comprised of lecturers who were writing their supplementary exams of MTECH while teaching us at the same time.Our schools,right from kinder garden to B schools lack in lots of things.But one point which is out of my logical thinking is that.Behind every successful invention made by WHITE ASSES,we are always there.Is it that we are never given a chance? Or may be we want to sell ourselves.Sabeer bhatia the founder of first email (HOT MAIL) sold the product to microsoft..Is it tht he thought he could not with stand competition from MS or that he wanted quick money? Was it a strategy? Or was it out of Greed? I DONT KNOW...do u? plz tell me if im going wrong.

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It was raining then heavily.I didnt even have the habit of wearing innerwares then.My cheddi(short) was up my thighs and my shirt was up my sleeves.I was walking my way back to my home.I heard a bell ringing besides me.I glanced at it and i found it was my class mate.We were in second class then.We gazed at each other,he spoke nothing,neither did i.He was Rakesh from Model Mission High school. I changed my school to St joseph's( i did start wearing my innerwares).I found an arrogant dumb ass.Wanted to him wid my small fist.I thought i shuld give him some time and take out a new muhurat to hit him.But i started liking him and i found him the most interesting guy around.He is vishal,presently at IITB.One more guy added to group.Krishna chaitanya whose working in pune now. My +2 at narayana..lots of friends but only few @ heart.Kiran who is now at scotland,karthik who always treated me as a piece of shit,but still i liked him.Vivek whose in USA now. My graduation at IITS( indur institute of engineering and technology,siddipet).Kodi(vasunder) whose now in USA,Ladda(raghu) whose busy in his Uk process.Santosh,whose working with SATYAM.Sudhir whose in boston.Satti whose committed in his life and really claims to be busy. There were days where we fought for the places on the bench.We even went to an extent of drawing boundaries with chock piece and if the guy besides me violated the rules,heavy punishment would be posed on him...lolz ...Almost all time mostly guys who used to sit besides me were FAT ASS...Even if i wanted to kick their ass My fist never sufficed.So i started biting....hehe they teased me for few weeks that i was being a girl rather than giving them a fight. Today every one is busy.May be im still BEWARSE.writing this blog.But someday even i would be busy selling some shit in the market. I dont know whether all of the names mentioned miss me or no....But i do....a lot...atleast today which is considered to be FRIENDSHIP DAY....

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On a sunny day you find lots of people walking besides you.When the sky turns grey,u find them sneaking away slowly.You still look out for a place to hide and wish u had some one who would be with you both in happiness and sorrows.But then life moves on.In the mean time you life observes a lots of transformations and You get some of your best friends.But its always important to recognise who are the one's who can get drenched in the rain with u and the one's who leave u all alone....To all the readers of my BLOG....HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY

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Well my thoughts have crossed way above my logical capacities.All this because im nt drunk or that i have doped.I Just saw the movie SHANKER DADA ZINDABAAD..well its a good movie u can call it as FAIR ENOUGH.Chiru did his best as usual...HERIONE.....hmm what do i say now.All the role she had to do was to show her clevage,and nothing else.If vidhya balan sees this movie and this lil girl's acting im sure she would renounce on her life.This herione had no emotions in her acting.However its pretty obvious that people ccame to watch MEGA STAR and not the clevages...Coming to the core issue.The total focus was on one person at the end.HE IS POWER STAR PAWAN KALYAN.....OH my GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...HE was damn cute.HE had only one dialogue to deliver and that was filled with so much of emotion and POWER..Be a roman when ur in rome and be an INDIAN when ur in INDIA..SO in a theatre like PRASAD'S it was only me and my cousin who shouted up our throats..when we saw pawan kalyan on the screen.We both r die hard fans of him.I wish i had some news papers in ma hand so that i could have teared them into nice pieces and make them touch the top of the theatre..ANYWAYZ i had hell outta fun.And i m relived.....finally......POWER STAR ZINDABAD....YOU ROCK

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atlast some sigh of relief about my project and its grade....

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its been really a tiresome day for me..because i got up at 10 and did absolutely nothing the entire day...busy guys like me have no time for u..

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The first post of mine.I saw this funda of posting from an IIM student called kiran shanmukha.I thought it would be a better idea of screwing myself by penning down my thoughts rather than bugging people..Also i thought it would improve my language and vocabulary,which im generally very bad.Lets see hw long i can go ahead with this

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